living my life through a lens of what will seem the most appealing
limiting my eyes to filtered experiences, and my heart to postable feelings saturating my smiles and contrasting the clouds hoping it will reach a larger crowd most of them barely know my name, they know my pictures and words but only the refined ones i choose to share with the world living my life without my phone ever leaving my hand making sure what i choose to share remains strictly "on brand" always trying to find some form of satisfaction in the feedback and let it somehow make up for what my life seems to lack im scared that this is an irreversible lifestyle we inevitably lead missing life's most precious moments caught up in a phone screen it's a hard balance to find, because there's a lot i want to share but i need to realize that at the end of the day, nobody truly cares too much effort put into making my life look the best as if it's a competition of who can be the most self obsessed too much time spent trying to make a picture perfect point of view only to be viewed for a moment, then scrolled right through i've come to realize, nobody needs to know what i do, how i feel, who i'm with, or where i go
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