my heart skips a beat
when i hear the birds sing can you believe i'm alive? my knees lock in place when the breeze touches my face can i believe i'm alive? even when i'm asleep it is all happening i can still breathe i can still dream and when i open my eyes after a long night i'm reminded i'm alive i'm given another try i'm here today, i can't believe i've lived to see the good and bad in front of me i can still breathe i can still dream
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the rain fills up the sea
while i scrub my body clean so that no part of you remains on me i brush your name off my teeth and try to learn how to be now that you're 10,000 miles out of my reach i'm no longer mourning the loss of our memories which indicates i'm moving forward, even if slowly soon i'll no longer wonder what you're thinking and when i hear your name, i won't have this feeling with time i know i'll heal completely but right know i can't say i don't miss your company how am i expected to fall asleep
when the hourglass is haunting me? steady pace depleting memory striving toward who i'm "supposed" to be running back and forth forever unable to exist in the present i've never come close with middle ground only depression and effervescence finding comfort in nostalgia and safety in imagination i'm never really here i'm too busy switching stations predicting what's to come while missing moments i'm still in focused on every part of the timeline except for the current pin experiencing regret and sorrow emotions due to dwelling on the past i try my best to fall in love with the moment but i've yet to find out how to make it last |
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