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verse 1: spin me around take me back and forth so i can see the world like you want push me harder test my limits 'til i can't take it anymore chorus: in the background he's got a gun can't look away won't let me run verse 2: sorry if i'm coming off too strong but don't you dare tell me if i've got it wrong spin you faster until you can see what i've been seeing all along chorus: in the mirror she's got a gun took too long to notice too late to run breaking away don't let me lose was it me or was it you? we'll do whatever you wanna do unless i don't want to irl (in real life)click here to listen
verse 1: searching for ways to feel safe i'm in deep, recurrently no one can no one will save me pre-chorus: twenty years down how many more? i think i should open my eyes before i can't chorus: it's always been in front of me farsighted, i know i'm free but to what degree? [voicemail] "be proud of yourself. you're gonna go -- you've got such a crazy future ahead of you and i cannot wait. anyways, have a great day. i'll talk to you soon hallie." |
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verse 1: do not cause me harm i'm weaker than you think IV in my arm, i cannot speak over the sound of machines verse 2: heart racing, inpatient i've lost all sense more medication but at what expense? chorus: don't try and reach me i can't have company i'm missing in action i don't want compassion or overreaction flat lines, fluorescent lights i've resigned, at least i tried lmk (let me know)click here to listen
verse 1: open up my window late at night trying to see what's beyond the light search for meaning, i should let it go maybe i'm just never supposed to know chorus: sometimes i feel so safe but it never seems to stay i carry so much weight but maybe, that will change verse 2: could you please stay here right next to me until i learn how to fall asleep every night my fears fill up my head i just wish that i could catch my breath chorus: been a while since i've felt safe when will all this go away? i carry so much weight i don't think that will change it won't change, it won't change verse 3: if i become too much please let me know won't blame you if you decide to go |
gtg (got to go) |
fwiw (for what it's worth) |
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verse 1: once i had a dream you said you were in love with me but i woke up too soon how i want to be the brightest thing you’ve ever seen but you only see blue pre-chorus: tried to take your pain away i guess it didn’t work bite my tongue so i don’t say three unrequited words let me know when you’re home safe and call me if it hurts do i make it worse? chorus: throw away all of my pride just to make sure you’re alright verse 2: don’t know if i choose to care for me or care for you time will tell, i suppose guess we won't get to do all the things we said we'd do never even came close chorus: only ever meant to be the character in my dreams don't take it personally but i think it's best if i leave bridge: love won’t last you know? i’ll end this fast i got to go verse 3: once more i'll listen to all those pretty songs you sent and think of you when i do |
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verse 1: i don't wanna fall in love but i don't wanna be alone afraid of what's to come but what it is that i'm so afraid of? pre-chorus: you can hold my hand no not like that, please go don't know how to feel i think it's real but how would i know? chorus: move over i die each time you say my name come closer it's not your fault i take the blame pre-chorus: and for what it's worth this back and forth ain't worth it detach yourself from me just leave, sorry that i couldn't be perfect chorus: come closer but i don't want to cause you pain move over can't put you through all this again outro: how will i know if i never try? i'm just scared i'll run out of time and that you'll leave without saying why i'll prepare myself to never call you mine |
gn (goodnight) |
wbu (what about you) |
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verse 1: no point in believing things that you can't see or am i out of my own mind? could you just tell me that it's not meant to be instead of wasting both our time chorus 1: i wanted to be the air that you breathe but now i have lost your gaze so much for dreaming tried to believe that you wouldn't go away bridge: outside and out of place just in it for the chase verse 2: brought me into your world because you were bored i hope i made it all worthwhile did i fill the void? or silence any noise? does the thought of me make you go wild? chorus 2: i know the answer both of my hands hurt carrying both of us please let her go the second you know that she's not the one you love bridge: was it my fault for trying? i knew you wouldn't say goodnight outro: though the silence hurts the words you used were worse i'm glad i learned my lesson now |
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produced by boyblue verse 1: i've been thinking way too much about the things that shouldn't stay as long as you are by my side promise you won't go away chorus: toujours dans la nuit je pense beaucoup de toi (i always think of you at night) je dormirai seulement si tu m'atteins, ouais (i will only sleep if you reach me) je ne fermerai pas mes yeux (i will not close my eyes) ta voix est tout ce que je veux entendre (your voice is all i want to hear) dans la nuit je pense beaucoup, et toi? (i think too much at night, what about you?) (verse repeats) (chorus repeats) outro: je ne vais pas dormir avant de voir le soleil (i will not sleep until i see the sun) |
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verse 1: in my head i lost touch with reality am i dead? oh no, i think they're afraid of me pre-chorus: how long am i gonna feel this way? (passed out on my bedroom floor) hey mom, do you think i'll be okay? (can't feel my hands anymore) chorus: if it's the last night for me hold both my hands tight as i go in peace post-chorus (?) lol idk: cause i'm convinced i have reached my end (all these headlights blinding me) i'm done, i quit a white flag turned to red (why is all this happening) bridge: 6am still haven’t been to sleep 7 hours trapped inside this dream roll my window down and feel the breeze then i feel a light fall over me (could it be?) finally, i am free verse 2: day by day, don't fear it's not my time yet i will stay right here and find peace in my head portland (fujiko)click here to listen
verse 1: baseball cap you wore is navy blue couldn't seem to catch your breath said you couldn't tell your mother tried so hard you need to rest settle down and have a family seems we hear it everyday as for children, you'll never have them said it's probably better that way chorus: it's all love, it's all love it's all the same all love, it's our love they wanna change history calls them companions authors will call them friends hard enough to admit it but you hold tight to your lover's hand verse 2: been two years since i've seen you how's life been in portland? one-way ticket, that's the last i heard guess i wasn't that important hope we find a way to save it the love we had, it felt brand new keep that feeling in my bedside drawer the closest thing i had to you chorus: it's all love it's all love, it's just the same it's all love please just don't forget my name history won't have the answers authors see a better end hard enough to stick with it but you hold tight to your crumbling plans bridge: it's all love, it's all love we play the game all love it's your love and i can't change told your mom you were sorry left a short note just for me hold my hand in the shadows wish i'd known that you would leave |
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verse 1: take it all, take me far away one more try, but what's the point? over it, who said i had to stay? was life meant to be enjoyed? chorus: if i can just hold on for one more year don't know what it'll bring but i'll adhere verse 2: if you want for things to stay the same then some things will have to change how am i supposed to make meaningful plans? want to go, don't think i can chorus: if i can just hold on for one more day it never lasts, but i can't get away look me in the eyesclick here to listen
produced by JUNKIE let me drift away don’t think that i can face my fears today look me in the eyes while i cry tell me what you find oh my dear just try i don’t want to have to use you just to get through all my dark blues but you don’t care you’re just a blank stare with nothing to share all is well in this world of ours over-romanticizing all our scars i’m here to listen but you think differently hold my hand take on the future here with me somedayclick here to listen
verse 1: even just a small shed of light is far too bright for my dark and dormant mind sing me into sleep, but i don't wanna sleep cause when i fall asleep all i have is me chorus: i know tears dry but they'll replace in no time help me find my sanity all i ask is that you're here for me somehow, someday i'll cry all the fear away but until then please hold my hand just don't let me get inside my head bridge: oh, someday i'll find my way oh, someday i'll be fine if you don't stay oh, someday but not today verse 2: oh, it comes in waves, can't remain the same but in the end, i'm the one to blame save me from myself always need your help je ne peux plus être seul (i cannot be alone anymore) et j'ai besoin de toi (and i need you) (chorus repeats) |
omw (on my way) |
in the midst of it all |
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produced by heylog verse: i want you to know that i have hope in you can't stick around i have too much to do i want you to know that you'll be fine so many things that you will find chorus: i'll always be here somehow used to read you but i can't now tell me how you feel please, just be real outro: i want you to know, oh |
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guitar by jaylin howard verse: take a look inside my mind go ahead, dig in deep tell me what you find sorry if it's not what you wanna see pre-chorus: i tried, i tried chorus: i tried to be what you wanted but lost myself in the midst of it all i should have been up front built me up just to watch me fall |